you ended my heartbeat,too..

i loved the days before
-i met you
-we were frens
-we were siblings
-we were going out
-we ended...

hellos
boredom
nobody online
woke up with high fever today
slept till 2+
dunno if tmr can go sch anot...

hihi
today was good
chinese exam was quite hard
after that, half an hour th relief teacher came
so sat together with Patricia, Izzah, Braden and Kevin
then talked lots of stupid stuff while Braden was trying to do his D&T homework
but he keep getting distracted by us talking crappy stuff
haha
then continue talking..........
then RECESS liao
then went downstair with zenn buy food, izzah follow
then after recess english. went to IT lab
then packed our bags liao, haha, feel so weird, carrying bag after recess
LOL
then history, Mr tan went through the Inference skills again
wahpiang the air-con soo coldd!!!!!
next time must bring jacket whenever go to his lab
then music..searched for drum loops stuff to play
D&T lots of fun
cut the acrylic thing
so scary lor, the machine like, DRRRRRRRRR...!!!!!
after cutting went to do the sandpaper machine thingy
was ok luuh. not scary, but the thing file the acrylic veh fast
after that, went to do dunno wad thing luh
then school bell ring le
packed stuff
out of school, went to 7-11 buy slurpee with zenn, izzah follow
then buy le, zenn nid go to HGM then izzah and i went opposite take bus
then homed
bor3d now

HIHI
went to Queensway yesterday
look for class tee supplier
got alot there (:
the cheapest was $19 for 3 colour printing
the uncle say also can make our words hollow, as in only the outlines
then if liddat is 2 colour printingthen is $17
the he also say if we confirmed order, he'll give discount
WOOTS
that uncle also very friendly, haha
then after that go walk walk around the shopping centre.
found out that one of the many suppliers there made shirt for our school band!!!
then another supplier made shirt for Bowen sec,
walao bowen the class tee damn nice siaaa
then make like got suspenders one
very style!!!!!
but very ex so its out lor
tomorrow gna tell kennix, then see how...
Mr wong oso..
SIANX sia
tomorrow got oral
DIEDIEDIE
i suck at oral lor
i will forget what i want to say when i look at the teacher
urghh
then may also stammer when i speak
then teacher say that the boys and the girls will be on seperate days
so weird.
dunno why
hahaha
afternoon gonna go pray ah kong
can see uncle sam!!! wootss
hahaha
ok, gtg now
have to go change Yuuki's bedding
smelly little boy
haha

YO PEEPOSS!!!!!!!
today rocked
1) No humanities lessons
2) Chinese lesson Mdm Duan never come, then relief cher oso dun care, then we slackedd (Y)
3) Watched movie in IT lab during literature
about Iron Giant de, very funny, haha
then nothing much for school liao
then homed, 3 sharpp
ate chips and watched tv
then used com at 4
cuz i nid to find pics of pencil holders for D & T tomorrow
haizz
then got distracted by Izzah, then we play alot alot alot of msn games
i won alot, and all the games is my first time playing de
haha!!
somehow, izzah com lagg like crazyy
then stopped playing liao
then went to facebook...then got very bored...then played pet society
waah, my pet sooooo dirty
alot of flies
very loonnggg time vever play liao
hahaha
then i forgot what i did, but its nothing much
then chat chat chat, went youtube watch funny random vids......then need eat dinner liao
after dinner, printed out the pencil holders pics, then facebook again
see got notification anot, then now blogging le
haha
i feel like changing blog link ehh....but if i change then need inform all the peeps....lazy.....
haizz
heck care, anyway got nothing do
but change to what...??
another problem.... -.-

i remember the times we spent together
it was short, but memorable
thought that i've found the HIM
but i was wrong
broken my heart and trust in you, twice
i guess its really true in what they say:
'Girls give and forgive, Boys get and forget'
i'd wished that i haven't liked you
otherwise we could still be friends
haizz
everyone's telling me to forget you, but i don't know if i can
i guess you've forgotten me, fast..
so i guess i should, too
no idea how long thats gonna take
and the worst part is, knowing you walked away and never coming back )':

Labels: you walked away..

moodier as ever,
sadder than before..
today's friday the thirteenth
haha,
had Literature test today
not very hard luh the paper
after that was recess
then Geography
but Mr Tan gave us back our History paper
and i PASSED
so happy
got 85.7=A1
woots!!
then chinese,boring like hell
lucky one period only
then English
Mr Wong give us watch 3 short films
so funny
enjoyed that
then assembly...
before that went toilet slack slack
then some things happened
very saddening things )':
haizz
then went to hall
got a presentation bout drugs
was very emo the whole time
haha
then after assembly quickly took our bags went to torture sarhan
MUAHAHA
he scared of us
hiding by his classmates
so we waited for him on the first floor
then he came..hid behind the pillar
then zenn and izzah wanted to go, but still went towards him
he noe i coming to him then he still stand there like blur block
haha
then he tio hit by me liao
he ran/walk to parade square then izzah oso, same place on his back
hahaha
agonyyy
actually today i hit him not hard one lor
cuz alot of ppl, shy, hahahaha
then went to hougang mall with zenn
ate at macs
then walk walk, spotting ppl with wierd hair..got this guy his hair like very long, then his fringe cover one of his eye like pirate liddat
so funny
then zenn go wait for her mother,
went to interchange took 74 home
then nothing much
have been watching cable tv all day

dunno why...
so damn emo noww...

I see you have found someone else huh?
i dunno
i don't believe but its there
what can i say??
well, can't blame you...
even if that wasn't true...
still sad,y'noe?
trying hard to forget what happened in the past
but always caving in by communicating wif you
haizz
so, if you ever need me in your life anymore, tell me
I'm not gonna say goodbye
cuz I would still see you everyday
but still, bye, for today..

the hard truth hurts lesser than a soft lie..♥

umm...hi...
feeling really sad now...
lots of mixed feelings
haizz
feeling numb...
trying to be cheerful, so far not really doing a good job
quarreled wif ah pa ytd
started with a tin tiny, microscopic topic
then he suddenly changed it to something out of link, then was pissed
then frens, thought i was being random.
WTF
some frenss.... )':
then the two of them offline le
izzah came online and made me happy (:
today the first day of 7 month
oooo scaryy
hahaha
no la
im gonna dig up some old chinese vampire shows on cable tv
if no vampire, im flexible with anything horror
haha
but ofc i will be freaked, but its funn (:
hahaa
my chinese bdae is on thur sia
so coincidence
eng bdae on thur, chi bdae oso thur (:
later gonna pei mummy downstair burn the....money?
yeah...
haizz
I WAN TO WATCH THE LAST AIRBENDER!!!!!! ):
haizz

its the afternoon now!!!!
and helloh!!! again!!! :DD
very VERYYY boredd
I've done my revision for Geography on Wednesday
im sucha gooooooodddd gurrlll~~
haha
hugging the plush monkey Zenn, Izzah and Aliyah gave me
sooo sooffttt and kawaii~!
i noe how to play "Do you remember" on my keyboard liaoo
woots!!
another song i learnt myself (Y)
happy happy!!
sad now cuz nobody talk to except zenn, we are having a creative discussion bout something ;D
i wan more people to be online!!!!
especially _______!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haizz....later gonna watch "Dispicable me" with aunt tonite
NACHOS!!!!! ♥
MUAHAHAHA
so bored now.....

GOOD MORNING!!!!
so tired~
went to Malaysia yesterday
relative's new house warming
so big siaa!!!
then got a looonnngggg buffet table, WITH SUSHI!!!!! i like!!!!!
but cannot eat yet cuz nid wait for the other relatives to arrive
and dun really like to socialize.
and cuz the house got two living room, main one on first floor, another one on the third floor
so went to the third floor blast music on my handphone (:
the ppl on the first floor also won't be able to hear my handphone
haha!!
then stayed there till bout 7++ going to 8
then everyone was present liao
then have to go down eat dinner
then dunno how, also got waiters sia!!!
then like restaurant liddat
so cool
took my sushi, and some beehoon then go eat
my uncle ate ice kachang, then he say too sweet
then i try
okok luh
maybe kids like sweeter things more than adults?
then he ask me if i wan then i say anything
then he tell me finish it
haha
so finish it lor
then go inside the house the living room play the piano
played "bella's lullaby"
and then first part of "Baby" by justin beiber (:
then my relative, same age as me
come over luhs
then she played "River flows in you" by Yiruma
nicenice!
then she ask me wad grade i was then told her i didnt learn piano
then she like, so shocked, dunno why...
she say i pro, and dunno why cuz my playing was very amatuar then she is like, perfect liddat
then talk lor
then taught her how to play the first part of Baby
haha
then awhile later nid go liao
then going out of the house that time aunt gave me two bottles of chewing gum
WOOTSS
jus nice, one for me, one for fren(:
didnt have much of traffic jam at customs
went got to Singapore, soo damn effing happy luhs
can text people again!!!
you noe the entire time i was at Malaysia i was dying to text someone??!!
but cannot cuz will be expensive
and all i could do to pass the time is listen to music
haizz
cant wait to get back to sku on wednesday
i miss my frens and {insertname}
wan die liaooo

i keep replaying it on youtube siaa. the guy so pro~

heyo!!!

today had NE carnival

1EA selling milk tea

wah, half and hour hor, everything sold out

then got alot of time

then go walk walk with Zenn and Izzah

in the end went up to classroom outside listen to handphone music

hahaha

then go hall, Mr Yan dismissed

but nid stay cuz Mr Wong wan take class foto

sianxx

then take le, went downstair to find Sarhan go HM eat lunch

then reach HM, changed, ate at macs

then halfway Izzah and Zenn went to buy prezzie

haha

eating.....then

i saw Rebecca and Ginette!!!! woots!!

then they say belated bdae to me (:

haha

Izzah also saw her frens, then Zenn didnt see any of her frens, haha, sad for her!

then Sarhan and Divyesh dunno go where la

then went to find them

find le, walking to interchange taking 74 to AMK hub

then walk walk walk, Sarhan and Divyesh went missing, AGAIN!!

then went to interchange the four of us, Aliyah, Zenn, Izzah and me

waited at the line for the two guys

then so long later, they finally arrive!!

found out they go buy me a prezzie (:

"J" necklace

so nice sia!!!!!! lurved it (:

then took bus le

in the bus me and Zenn sit tgt,Aliyah wif Izzah, Sarhan wif Divesh

then me and Zenn were talking and laughing like mad ppl in the bus

Izzah and Aliyah listen to music

Sarhan and Divyesh...dunno wad they doing la

Sarhan was sitting beside my prezzie and Divyesh behind

haha

then reach le, went to the cathay upstair

then got a super long queue of people

then decided to go to dhoby ghaut cathay building

then at the MRT station, waiting for the train, we were watching Sarhan and Divyesh having a farnee conversation about the smell of the station and in the train

laughing the whole time siaa!!!

then reach le went to cathay building

actually wanted to watch The Last Airbender 3D but damn expensive siaa

then in the end watch The Socerer's Apprentice

Sarhan and Divyesh happy liao lor!!

the show rocked!!! so cool and funny
hahaha, then at the last gonna finish liao hor, got two character kiss, then Aliyah cry siaa

dunno why, she like, laughing and crying and the same time lor

wierdd

then finish le, like, 6:15 liddat liao

then Izzah nid go home, then we also

girls are in front going to the station the two boys behind

then we walk through the gate liao, Sarhan and Divyesh go missing once again, haizz

then we waited lor

few minutes later, Sarhan came

we ask him where he go he say he go find toilet

hahaha, but cannot find, then he was jumping up and down

so FARNEEEE

then Izzah call Divyesh number, Divyesh say he go home liao

WTH lor, nv tell us

then we go to the train there

Sarhan was still jumping, so funny la

then he was tahan-ing sia

then in the train Zenn kep saying funny thing and talking bout wierd topics make us laugh

then everytime we laugh at Zenn's jokes we turn to Sarhan, see his espression

Zenn was singing a pee song that she made up to Sarhan

he like, so poor thing tio tortured

hahahaha!!!

then Izzah got down at kovan, left me, Zenn, Aliyah and Sarhan

Zenn continue disturb Sarhan we continue laughing

hahaha!!

then me Zenn and Aliyah go down at Hougang station, then left Sarhan, so lonely

hahaha!!!

then me and Aliyah walk home together,Zenn go HM

homed at 7:15 sharp, dinnered

laugh until so hungry liao

hahaha

going Malaysia tomorrow~

helloh!!

thats the paper everyone worte down their wishes for me

dunno why cannot rotate

so if you wan to see you gotta turn your head i guess

hahaha!!!!

then in class they were like, singing bdae song for me la

so embarrassed siaa

then dunno do what to do

now on msn wif Rong Su and Melvin and Zenn

Zenn is small talk

the conversation wid Rongsu and Melvin is keep spamming each other names

hahaha!!!

so funn

muahahah

so boredd now

facebook had alot alot alot of bdae messages on my wall

woots♥

then today stayed back to help do the poster and banner for tomorrow

then me, Izzah, Zenn and Divyesh were inside the school library drawing

then talked alot la

Zenn so the hornyy!!!!

aiyos

Divyesh oso!!!

then keep laughing siaa

maths lesson was throwing an inkless pen at Braden then he throw back to me

hahaha

so funny

and gross!!! Izzah wil noe wad i mean!!!

:DD

anw, cant wait for tomorrow!!!♥

hello!!!

nice pic up there right??

haha

i'm home, and so early sia

now is 2:50 p.m

haizz

cuz today no guzheng cuz of CT2 coming

then izzah and zenn not staying, so go home lor

went to buy bubble tea with izzah just now

then saw kor, avis, and thier classmates dunno thier names la

then they go disturb disturb

haha

sad sia, sam not coming on fri

then kor would be the only boy with us!!! D:

later he so awkward

bunch of girls and only him one boy

haizz

tomorrow's the BIG day!!!!!

English paper 2 and being one year older, haha!!!

i haven even study for tomorrow test lor

haiyo

but dunno wat to study leii

sianxx now

shouldnt have come home so early

nobody at home

and nobody online

URGH!!!

everyday, catching small glimpses of you everytime you're near, wanting to talk to you, but fearing cuz both our frens are there, wanting to text you, but can't ):

hello
its evening
still so damn coldd
i am so going to bring my jacket to school tomorrow
in case i get slight fever or something
lucky got P.E tomorrow
run around
haha
i wan play frisbee!!!
the people whom i want to be online are not ):
so sad
hope they will come online later
cold cold COLD!!!!!

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